2 Love Rebel- (I will probably delete this)

you mean nothing

anym-o-ore,

i'm picking up fucked up

shreds awol,

this will last forever,

i'm looking like an angel now

glowing for things in songs.

it's just the mess we made,

animals ripping apart,

flesh,

or bone,

roots,

fill us up.

this is the finite tingles,

the fist that's on my chest,

you say nothing,

i won't try forever,

she is lovely,

and her face is gold

as the crust in the dirt.

it's nothing,

waiting,

to look again,

i won't,

claw along,

keepin' up the setting sun,

is your heart out?

another month has gone,

like you are gone,

and the thoughts of you are gone,

even the room.

"Never going to lose the things I love,"

but you are so so lost

and i won't go,

never thought i'd fall in love,

never thought it was for me,

to see you behind that guitar,

all vintage,

behind your fingers.

it's division error,

forks and roads,

we fix the ways i hate you,

as i look east

and you south.

i still have a hole,

like disc,

that isn't so painful,

things in songs,

after you,

after all,

there is the song i wrote,

about you

on the shelf

on discount

on record.

i thought anyone could be you

the mattress was thrown,

an apple core in the hallway,

my guitar scuffed,

the floor tilted as my chair rolls down,

you piece of shit,

i'll make your eyes bleed,

the window shattered.

after the sun goes down,

and the wind picks up,

my ears tuck in a scarf,

i'll pass out pieces of my veins,

toss coins in wells,

for a wish never heard,

i will wash the feet of the unworthy,

my heart won't be mine,

my hand will fit in mine.

I learn god's love is not mutual,

either is mine.

when i find my place in the snow

to be crucified,

staring at mother's ceiling,

of dead lights and mystery's,

beyond my explanation,

i won't deny the evidence,

that i am freezing.

content and screaming

back into melody,

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